Once again, I mistake this sickness for drowiness. Just chalk it up to lack of sleep, Tell myself "I just worked too hard today."
Ahhh but this only works for so long. It's when I wake up, and I can still feel it. In the back of my head. Throbbing. Moving. Thriving. Talking.
Like its actually alive. Dammit what is this? It's showing me things now. I'm sleeping most of the day, and its only getting worse.
But I think I see now. There is a way to quiet this evil.
I'm doing what it says now. When I do it goes away for a bit. There is nothing I won't do anymore. Anything, absolutely anything, to make this go away, just for a minute or two.
Just a few seconds of peace.