What my heart has always Wanted,

My eyes have finally Seen,

Yet its just out of reach,

Lost in a pointless  Dream.

Its not healthy to Ignore,

This kind of Pain,

All this hate and this Want,

Is not something I can maintain.

But dont you Dare ask me,

This pain is MINE,

Keep askin me Whats wrong?,

And ill keep smilin and sayin im fine.

Cuz if I can believe it,

Its not a lie,

Let it bleed and run through me,

And hope it will die.

Let it flow through my veins,

and keep me up at night,

I want it to consume me,

Im tired of this fight.

Let it eat me alive,

Let it twist and change me,

Cuz on the outside,

Ill be whatever you want to see.

All of me will always love you,

Or at least whats left.

Because I refuse to let my cries,

Fall on the ears of the deaf.