I
Beat my machine.
It's a part of me
It's inside of me.
I'm stuck in this dream
It's changing me
I am becoming.
The me that you know
He had some second thoughts.
He's covered with scabs
He is broken and sore.
The me that you know
He doesn't come around much.
That part of me
Isn't here anymore.
All pain disappears
It's the nature of my circuitry.
Drowns out all I hear
No escape from this
My new consciousness.
The me that you know
He used to have feelings
But the blood has stopped pumping
And he is left to decay.
The me that you know is now made up of wires
and even when I'm right with you I'm so far away.
I can try to get away
But I've strapped myself in.
I can try to scratch away the sound in my ears
I can see it killing away
All of my bad parts.
I don't want to listen
But it's all too clear.
Hiding
backwards inside of me.
I feel
So unafraid
And if
You hold a little tighter
I might
Just slip away.
It won't give up It wants me dead
And goddamn this noise inside my head.