I'm treading water.
I need to sleep a while.
My lamb and martyr,

you look so precious.
Won't you come a bit closer,
close enough so I can smell you.
I need you to feel this.
I can't stand to burn too long.
Release in sodomy.
But for one

sweet

moment I am whole.

Do unto you now

What has been done to me.

Do unto you now

What has been done.

Well you're breathing

So I guess you're still alive.

Even if signs seem to tell me otherwise.
Won't you

Won't you come on

Up closer.

Close enough so

I can smell you. 

I need you to feel this.
I need this to make me whole.
There's release in this sodomy.
For I am your witness that
blood and flesh can be trusted.
And only this one

Holy medium

Brings me piece of mind.

Got your

Hands bound,

and your hair down,
and your eyes closed.
You look so precious now.

I

have

found

some kind of temporary sanity

in this
shit blood and cum on my hands.

I've

come

Round

Full circle.

My lamb and martyr,