What my heart has always Wanted,

My eyes have finally Seen,

Yet it's just out of reach,

Lost in a pointless Dream.

It's not healthy to Ignore,

This kind of Pain.

All this hate and this Want,

Is not something I can maintain.

But dont you dare ask me,

This pain is mine,

Keep asking me Whats wrong?

And I'll keep smiling, saying "I'm fine."

Because if I can believe it,

Its not a lie.

Let it bleed and run through me,

Because one day It'll die.

Let it flow through my veins,

And keep me up at night.

I want it to consume me,

I'm tired of this fight.

So let it eat me alive,

Let it twist and change me,

Cuz on the outside,

I'll be whatever you wanna see.

All of me will always love you,

Or at least what's left.

Because I refuse to let my cries,

Fall on the ears of the deaf.