December 16, 2002

To Whom It May Concern:

I greatly regret to inform you that I will no longer be a part of this. The petty and unjust world you have created has swayed me to lose interest. I will divulge you with several examples of the cause of my newfound indifferent outlook on humanity:

a) People who support the death penalty but are against abortion, or vice versa;

b) The ambiguity of day to day life;

c) What was once the blind leading the blind (which was in itself bad enough), has now become the blind leading the ignorant;

d) The Amount of people that, as we speak, are protesting stem cell research;

e) The life we all live is nothing more than a predetermined groove upon a grid of frustration, helplessness, and ignorance. We can never hope to learn enough, achieve enough, cure enough, or create enough to abate our inherently evil nature;

f) Tax collection agencies and repossession agencies and State Penitentiaries in Texas that have 4,000 people on death row, just patiently waiting to be walked to the gas chamber;

g) The lack of conflict in day to day life. We are consumed and backlogged with Political Correctness and Morals and opinions about Right and Wrong, when these are nothing but words. Without conflict, there will be no change;

h) People who preach to me about the "glory" of God, and then, in their next breath, tell me what a "Nigger" their next door neighbor is;

i) Government agencies charging 13 year old boys as adults for murder (Claiming that the boy is old enough to know right from wrong), while the same agencies  blame the media and movies for imprinting kids with anger and desensitizing them to violence (Claiming that children are only children, and that they're young and impressionable, for God's sake).

Please be informed that these are not, by far, the sole reasons of the change in me. A true list of all reasons would span far longer than my patience or ability to explain them. Do not come unto me for help, for advice, for guidance. I will repeat: I will no longer be a part of this. Any of this. What this world has become holds no interest for me.

Its just not important.

     - Apathy